Craig's List - Reno - m4w
Not usually dumb just with women - 45I’m not normally stupid, just around women
My fantasies are diverse and perhaps crazy. And I’ve come to realize that two partial fantasies are all I will ever experience. But they were great so I suppose I shouldn’t complain. I wanted sex in high school in the worst way. But I was a virgin when I married. I should have married a whore but I married someone who “said” she had a high sex drive. But she got mad when I told her I fanaticized about her and other men. She got mad enough at the end of our marriage she had a few encounters. Although I loved it and encouraged her she felt guilty which turned to anger towards me for encouraging her. My next relationship was a little more open and we enjoyed several encounters and we shared our bed twice. We both loved the experience. But I was awarded custody of my children. She didn’t want to be a mom again so once again I was single. I swore I would never marry again. But one friend asked me to marry her. I told her I was not the kind of man a woman wants to marry. I explained I have a very high sex drive although I do try to contain it. If I didn’t get se everyday I would find a girl friend or open couples to take care of the drive. She explained she had her own lover and it wouldn’t be a problem. I didn’t even mention I could count all my lovers on part of a single hand. I told her about wanting to experience a black woman, a latino, a very large woman, an Indian, an amputee, share a married woman with her husband, take a date on a road trip with sex in the outdoors, be used by multiple women for their own satisfaction, experience a very dominant woman, a very athletic woman, etc. Again she was ok with them as long as I was safe. She couldn’t make up her mind rather she would want to know about it at the time or not. I told her I fantasized about another mans cum leaking from my bride as we got married. She said it’s ok to fantasize it’s not going to happen. I told her I wouldn’t mind raising black babies. She told me she didn’t want to have any kids of her own and she didn’t have a thing for black men. I figured well if I can fantasize and experiment a little on my own I would give it a try. So I married here. Now she hates my kids. She is jealous of any time I spend with them. She is so jealous of me I don’t have time to read a magazine and masterbate let alone try to fulfill any fantasies. So I have sex one to three times a year and I dream of fulfilling a fantasy or two someday.